*heavy sigh* It's not been an easy day Marchers. There was this poor stray cat that wandered onto my property. The poor thing was in really bad shape; emaciated, fleas, snot coming from it's nose and one eye, etc. I couldn't keep it for fear of my pets getting sick and I couldn't afford the vet bills either. I spent all morning trying to find a shelter and they were all full or just not willing to take on a sick cat. So, as a final, last course of action, I had the poor thing put down by a local vet. I feel absolutely TERRIBLE that I couldn't show the poor guy a little love before he went. But, I couldn't run the risk of putting my pets in danger. I haven't wanted a drink this badly in months... It's a crying shame that life has to be so cruel, and in doing so has used my hands to enact such cruelty...