Thanks ready. I'm gonna stick close to here until I leave for Europe.
My sober plan for the trip is very well thought out. My family has definitely noticed that I'm not drinking. So while maybe a cousin or aunt or someone will offer, I don't really see it being an issue. I'm just going to say I am dieting. I am down two belt loops, so it's noticeable, eventhough he weight loss has really slowed. If the timing makes sense, I'll let my family know I am trying to quit, but I've been unable to get up the courage to say that and I don't want t add that stress to things.
I actually feel very good right now, which in a sense is concerning me since I drank and ruined what had been my longest sober run since 2007. Just because last night didn't involve a blackout while out with people doesn't mean it was an "OK" night. I know I felt like garbage this morning, so I'm just trying to remember that, but yeah, onward and upward. Last night is going to just be last night. Not s pattern of drinking.