I was beat Silver Surfer mrs sw got sick of coming home to me passed out so she moved out, i was constantly sick & vomiting blood i had no one i was on my own in a burnt out bedroom no internet no money no friends it was horrific
The reason i say this is to stress how bad i wanted to be sober i was willing to do anything if i carried on i wouldnt have lasted much longer
I started going to AA meetings, i went to group therapy 3-4 times a week which really helped, i had acceptance, i was constantly journalling, i was accepted on & passed 2 short college courses in plastering & floorlaying, i always reached out if i felt like drinking i would ring up my sponser & say im having cravings, i made the effort of reconnecting with my family always visiting them & always going the extra mile to get to that good tired
The stuff i learned in meetings will stay with me for life
I found SR at around 13 months last august & i truly believe this is the best resource for recovery hands down it is a phenomenal site for recovery
If i can ever help Surfer just drop a msg bud