You are so right Dee. I've dipped down there before and have always managed to pull myself out but I'm teetering on the edge and and bound to fall sooner or later. And let's just be optimistic and say I don't totally collapse, this is still no way to live. I've got to get out of this sh*tstorm. I hate the idea of leaving my kids, work, etc. but I've longed for rehab for a long time. It might not work but I can't just cave in to this disease without giving it every ounce of effort to beat it. God this sucks. I feel like such a ****** failure.
Last edited by Dee74; 07-13-2015 at 03:51 PM.