That song lyric is funny, V. We have the lyric: "Your own, personal, cheese sauce." (Personal Jesus, Depeche Mode, lol.)
You sound better today, Briar. I had some anxiety issues when I tried meds. for both anxiety and depression. I had more anxiety with them, for some reason. Maybe drinking messed with them? Duh. Don't think I was ever sober at that time.
In the end, I think I feel better now without, but I have milder depression My bigger problem was anxiety and it is pretty good now.