Good for you Snoozy! Day 4 here too and I am feeling very motivated as well. I was up last night thinking about everything and worrying, of course. When I was pregnant I knew drinking wasn't an option because of the potential harm it can do to your baby. It wasn't even an issue for me. I knew I couldn't drink and that was it! AV left me alone for 9 months. Now I am nursing and while I haven't drank and directly nursed her (while drunk) I am sure there have been many times (middle of night or early morning) where I have nursed her and had alcohol still in my system. It makes me sick now with worry. I know they say nursing and drinking (in moderation) is ok, but what is moderation? What was I thinking? If I did any damage to her in anyway I couldn't live with myself. Sorry for the rant, but it's like I just woke up and realized what an idiot I've been. No more. I just pray I haven't done any harm.
Thanks for listening guys. Hope you all have a wonderful day/night. Xxx