I am sorry, I didn't mean to sound negative. I know a life without alcohol is much better and finding healthy coping mechanisms is the way forward. Just need to break that vicious circle. I'm feeling a bit p**sed off, my local key worker has not made any contact with me 3 weeks after my detox, I swear some people, who are paid to do a job, either don't understand, have no empathy or are just in it for the money.