Hello everyone. I am completely off that drug which was giving me tremors. I am detoxing from it, the doc said. The tremors have mostly ceased. We have not held a service for my cousin yet. I'm not her immediate family so......
But I have sunk deeply back into depression. I'm sick with it. I can barely move. It feels like a horrible snake coiled in my stomach, continually sending deadly venom into my system. There's nothing I can do. Nothing anyone can say or do to take it away. Here I am.
I am going to try riding my horse today if I can get up the energy to go saddle him up.