Really good to read that post briar. But as far as appearances go, I was getting sloppy. A week or two before finding SR I was at the store one morning at about 7 to get my first six pack of the day. I had a horrible hangover and threw up in the bag with my beer. I found some napkins in my truck, wiped them off and started drinking one on the way home. Classy! (But also history)
I look forward to a better day for you briar.....wishing you the very best today!!!