Snoozy-your words helped me today. Thank you.
I am very worried with seeing you struggle so much as of late. You absolutely have to be proactive and do everything possible to get yourself sober again since it will only get worse with the more time that passes. Make a plan and stick to it. It's rough in the beginning. Do everything you can to ride out those first 2 weeks by making a plan that doesn't allow for you to drink. After this, you should have some more sold footing.
