Originally Posted by doggonecarl

I think that's what you tell yourself, that you are rewarding yourself. But it doesn't explain your last binge. If that was the reward, what was the accomplishment?

Drinkers drink. Especially if the option is still on the table.

You are 46 days sober. But abstinence isn't the same as recovery. As Scott suggested, add recovery efforts into your therapy regimen.

Originally Posted by thomas11

I agree with you Carl, drinkers drink. And I'm a drinker. I will get that through my head eventually.