Thanks guys sorry if my post worried/concerned anyone il be ok just going to take the next few days off helping others you guys are right i need to be there for me aswel il still pop in so not to worry anyone
My brother is now making his way bk to london with my cousins nephew as hes staying for my brothers birthday then 3 days later its my 2 yr anni
Lots going on family wise, a Dr being unprofessional yesterday, my cousin, therapy & the all the assessments with a f2f assessment still to go almost 9-10 wks in
Im just tired angry & frustrated with a lot of things but i know in my mind body & soul it will get better
Spk soon & sorry for worrying anyone