I hope you get the feeling of JOY and thankfulness in your life as you stay sober.. Im on day 4 myself too so Alcohol is flat out poison for us. I just got out of prison for DUI and have tried some drinking about 10xs............... Everytime my mind body has suffered extremely.. No drinking allowed on Parole for me... I am tired of trying to drink and enjoy it, once I drink I feel different my actions have landed me in too many hospitals, fights, car wrecks, homelessness unmanagability I guess with all the emotions from my drinking I try it over and over............ Endless havoc unloving, Ok well thats todays thought from me...... I feel hopefull and hope you do to my longest clean 5.5 yrs. without a drop of Beer........