Originally Posted by
PinotNOmore 
Honestly, I'm not optimistic. This S*#t is baffling. I love my life. love my family. Things are REALLY good. Watching childhood movies tonight and I want that innocence back! My addiction is in the mild-moderate stage, I think. Posting for my own accountability. Gonna try day one tomorrow, but I already hear arguments in my head. Pretty sure its hopeless...
Pinot I think you've reached a stage where you know that things are actually getting pretty bad but you are avoiding looking your addiction in the face. I know because I did it too.
I remember Dee saying one time that the only way we can drink is if we hold the glass/bottle up to our mouths. It is a decision to drink the same as it's a decision not to drink.
What can you do today to not drink? And more to the point, what are you going to do with your life today?