What i asked myself was how many more days , weeks or months of my life was i going to P*** away , having poor relationships with those i love , living paycheque to paycheque, risking my life / livelihood and others by driving the morning after the night before , Feeling sick and getting sicker ..
You might think your doing ok , i found out that whilst i was getting drunk things were going on that i was unaware of and the time of my life was passing me by ..
I know what 20 years of too much drinking gave me , i didn't know what 20 years sober might give me .. a few years in it seems worthwhile .
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