Originally Posted by
Arbor8 Yeah it's all AV and I'm aware of it. Which is great and all. It's just sometimes I feel like the joy has been wiped from my face. I remember that post Mark wrote a while back about feeling emotionless. That drink was my spark for a long time and now it's gone. Still recovering from that.
The difference between that chemically induced spark and real joy is like black and white to technicolour arbor - don't lose hope
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