I can relate, Incontrol. I've spent a lot of time thinking about all the wrong turns that I've taken since I left home. It consumes me sometimes and when I visit home, I wonder what would have been if I had made different choices. However, I'm trying to let that go. It's not easy. I want to focus on now and making a life that I will enjoy. I hope that I can do this.
Hope everyone is having a great day. I've been straightening up the house, made cinnamon rolls and I'm trying to motivate myself to go out. I have a dvd from the library that has to be returned today or I will get a late fee and I can't have that. My son had a great time watching the fireworks last night and so did I. It was great being around my neighbors and I did it all sober. We just walked out of our house and fireworks were all around. It was very nice.