Hey Casey, it wasn't that I didn't feel that I could confide in you guys. I always know I can do that. That's what I should have done. I don't know why I didn't. I don't think I wanted to be talked out of it. I was pretty determined to drink.
Going forward I choose to not drink. I can do it, I have done it. I made the mistake of becoming lazy and not trying to fill my time with other things. My goal for this week is to go to the gym every day and get my healthy eating back in line.