Thanks guys. I got turned down by a bar on Thursday because I was already drunk when I showed up. They told me to have a coffee and something to eat, show the receipt and I could come back in 45 minutes. It's that bad.
I'm already detoxed and everything, but I feel that being single again, and not having anything productive to do is causing me to drink more. I'm probably going to be trashed for the next two days AT LEAST, because I promised I'd go to a couple more parties. My friend even called me out on facebook publically because I said I wanted to visit my dad on Sunday. So now I have to go to yet another party. I missed one yesterday because I was too hung over to go out. This is just extreme. I'm glad to be going out again after the break-up, but it just seems like I'm drinking more when I go out. Still, my liquor store ban is helping.
Why is it so hard to just stop? I wake up every day feeling like crap, then I go out again. It's the most illogical thing ever.