Don't beat yourself up over that thread (and there are others as well though I'm sure you're already aware of that). We stuck with you because probably almost every single one of us has gotten drunk and acted the exact same way more than once in our own drinking lives. I just did mine in person and not on an internet message board.
You've proven over these last four or five weeks that was your addiction in those threads and that you're a better man than that one who posted here drunk and belligerent. Stay on this path, give sobriety a REAL chance in your life. We're here for you, you've been here for us over the last few weeks as well. We've all got a cool thing going here--stay a part of it.