I posted here last month that my family were heading off on holiday and I was worried about how I would cope being all alone.
I coped well, as it turned out. Although I was constantly glued to my phone. I had this idea that I HAD to be glued to the phone at all times, because if they called and I didn't answer, they would assume I was "on the bottle". (Yes, my mother uses those words).
I have just been informed that another trip may be on the horizon. This time I may be house sitting for two weeks. I am looking forward to it
I enjoyed the previous experience: getting myself up for work, coming home and doing things that regular people do.
However, my heart is joyful tonight. My family seem to trust me again and I wish to give thanks.
I like my life. I used to pray for the things I have now. I'm not quite where I want to be, but I am closer than I used to be.