Well I fell back asleep lol. I will think long and hard, I am completely over my ex, but I don't think I will ever forget about the pain of it. And by that I mean the physical pain, not emotional. In fact it is really not even about me, it is what he allowed to happen to my boy in his care.
And I am casual with Mr. Fireman, I am just a talker about stuff like that! Plus, as all my friends always tell me, I am not the relationship sort! I try to be sometimes, but I always get bored and I just like the idea of crazy cat lady too much!
Am going to take myself kayaking later - I have been wanting to go for weeks but no one ever wanted to join me - I figured well then, I can just go on my own then! There is a big enclosed waterway nearby, so I won't accidentally find myself on the other side of Lake Erie in Canada, at least that's the theory lol