A little nervous. Heading back to London tomorrow for 5 days. My family are full-on and they can drink. I didn't want to go and told my mother that I wouldn't be coming this summer. She assumed it was a money issue and bought tickets for me and the kids.
Last time I went to London I made it through the trip but relapsed "for no reason" the following week and it took me 8 months of despair and dread to make it back to day 1....