Hello fastfocus,
Have you WORKED the 12 Steps of AA? Fully dedicated, thoroughly WORKING each step?
I ask because I drank for 40 Years, then STRUGGLED for a long time. A friend suggested I WORK the steps, just as I am asking you, and he made the statement ... the Steps ALWAYS bring about a complete transformation when they are WORKED thru.
I can help, only because of what has happened in my transformation.
RDBplus3 ... Happy, Joyous and FREE ... and I KNOW U can B 2