Originally Posted by
ChloeRose63 
My problem was finding a garbage can to dump the bottles! I thought I was fooling everyone but, they all knew I was placing my empty bottles and can in their garbage all the tme. That's when I knew I had to stop. I was truly ashamed and embarrassed by my behavior. The trust was broken and all my lies uncovered. When they said I should drink openly I said I can't because I was so use to hiding my abuse. Thankfully, I have quit and come clean. Still it hurts to think about what I was doing.
I have to agree about empties, I was always wondering what my recycling people thought when they would empty my bin full of bottles and cans. Sometimes I would hide some in with the garbage or toss some in the dumpster at the building across the street.