My problem was finding a garbage can to dump the bottles! I thought I was fooling everyone but, they all knew I was placing my empty bottles and can in their garbage all the tme. That's when I knew I had to stop. I was truly ashamed and embarrassed by my behavior. The trust was broken and all my lies uncovered. When they said I should drink openly I said I can't because I was so use to hiding my abuse. Thankfully, I have quit and come clean. Still it hurts to think about what I was doing. Buying every other day switching stores, sometimes a box for the weekends or a bottle for the night and next morning. Then beer if I didn't want to eat that day. Beer was food. Can't forget to distroy the receipts as evidence. That made it hard to keep track of my spending. What a nightmare I was living!!