Stick to this, I dint but should have...
Hello, I was on this forum but I relapsed, I almost made it two months but started feeling better and I came here less and less. i binge drank for four days lately (sober today) Starting day one. I ended up in the hospital and left because i was still buzzed and didnt want to be seen that way. Not beeing able to have a job got to me because i dont have the money for the first and have no where to go. Ive lost al my friends exept two but they cant help, i might have one more person but im praying he will.Ill know torrow. I was always honest here and it helped but i have been really sick and bed ridden, not eating , throwing up horribly if i tried. Sweating badly, hives, list goes on.Insomnia, so ive been dealing with it and still sick. I will come here as much as i can and when evr again. I felt this but needing to express it, thank you for listening, Much love 🌚