Welcome back.
I'm so glad you have decided to stop. My plan is going to SR multiple times a day, staying as busy as I can and writing down all the positive things about being sober and all the negative things about drinking. Anytime I think about wanting a drink, I look at my lists and/or come here. It has helped a lot. You're not an idiot and you can do this! We're here for you. *hugs*