Yes I will do this, AF. Why not this after all the other challenges? You know what all this makes me think of? All those traumatic experiences in our past. I think I'm just going through one of those, a different kind yet again in the present, and these posts encourage me to live it full in the present, not escape, not displace it in any form... And you know what? I actually feel it's easier this way than with all the defenses
Thanks, brynn