Originally Posted by
CeeFarro 
I was sober for 7 years. It has taken me 11 years of drinking after that to get 61 days. So I understand! Just get back on the horse and don't give up! Please don't beat yourself up. Learn from it and keep going. Keep your head up..We are all routing for you and believe in you!
Ok. I won't give up! What have you done these last 61 days to help you stay sober? By the way, congrats on 61 days! My problem is these unbelievable cravings! Like someone or something just takes over my body! I can go days or weeks without a drink and then BOOM it's like a monster grabs me and pulls me under. I feel defenseless! It's so scary.