site - I am going to look some up tonight. Something has to help, right?! I hate it when I am lying there and my brain is racing through ridiculous things - things I can do nothing about at that time anyway, so hopefully a bit of meditation will help. I spent 2 hours last night worrying about things I have to do, when in reality I have accomplished so much this last three weeks that would not have been done if I was drinking!
I think this date was worrying me last night, because I was thinking of what to say, as "hey I don't drink because I cannot control myself when I do" sounds bad on a first date! But, he already knows I do not drink, and he is down to Earth, so I am sure it will be fine. I know this is why people recommend not dating in the early days of sobriety! Thing is, you cannot control when you meet someone nice.