This too shall pass, alpha! Super congrats for posting instead of drinking!
This craving will go away, it really will. I stupidly accepted a champagne toast a year and a half in. They were toasting us, I felt like I had no choice. You always have a choice, I've learned.
I took only a ceremonial sip (I dislike champagne so thought it wouldn't be a problem), and the obsession came rolling back . It was prayer and whiteknuckles for the rest of the night, but stayed sober.
You can do it girl! Then add fake wine to your list of no nos