Been away a while
And, yes I have been drinking again whilst I have been away. I want to stop for good now and I want to come back here to help me do it Addiction to alcohol is horrible. For people like me, moderation is a myth.
I have been drinking every day now for ten and a half years. Before that, I didn't drink for 14 years. During those 14 years, I didn't feel nauseous and have a headache every day, my legs didn't swell up, I slept better, I had more energy to do things, I had more money, I was thinner, and overall, I was much happier. I need to back there but am struggling to do it on my own.