You know why Strat? Because I've done tons of 30 day detoxes and I after the 30 days were up I was drinking to make up for lost time.
I have been abusing alcohol for so long that I have lost my off switch. It would only be a matter of time before I was back to regular alcohol abuse. I have proved it to myself over and over again.
zjw is right when he says that alcohol is at the heart of the matter and it is the gateway to all the other bad behaviours.
My plan has to be iron clad.