Hi hobbers, if I read the OP correctly there are other issues in play like anxiety and GAD? It seems to common theme here that the alcholism is in addition to other (usually mental) conditions. I can't imagine how difficult that must be. You're here, you congnisant of it, and are making efforts to change. All steps in the right direction. The upcoming 6 day conference will probably be a challenge. I'm sure some folks here on SR can offer some solid advice/suggestions. I wish you the best.