I don't feel very commendable.
I dumped out all the gin in the house yesterday, to remove the temptation. I of course took a huge long pull from it before I threw it out... so now I don't feel great about what I did. I feel sorta half-a$$, I guess. At least it is gone.
Now though, I am flying to San Fran for a 6 day work conference, in which I am hosting (and toasting) for clients every night. It's more than expected of me to drink at these occasions, and all I can think to do is to ONLY go to those, only have 1-2, and go home/leave as early as possible (likely to just hide/read in my hotel room).
Beer and wine has never been the problem with me though. It's liquor, and having lots of it around. That won't be an issue this weekend, thank god (my room is alcohol free- no minibar).