zjw

for what its worth I sometimes do not post stuff as i dont want to be a burden to others. I feel like my problems are just too small and stupid and why seek help just to be told i'm a sissy or something. Or that i've let everyone down or theres zjw that hopeless pathetic guy who will never get it etc..

all of that is in my head I think.

I dunno maybe there are people here that go OMG i'm tired of that ones posts I suppose theres bound to be those here. But they dont have to respond etc..

I see others struggle day in and day out here and I have yet to think OMG when will that one get it rarara.

Point is dont let it get to you its a process it doesnt happen over night it takes time and theres people here and elsewhere who want to help. Dont feel like your a burden or something because your not.

I was a hopeless pathetic soul and somehow i'm here somehow i'm sober.