As I have said before I go to meetings and started working the steps with my sponsor.
I now have 72 days sober/clean and I am having a hard time in meetings when it comes the time to go get the coins...
I did not get up for my 30 day chip nor for my 60 day chip. My sponsor says I need to do it because it is a way of admitting you are powerless over your addiction and asking for help from other members....
But to me it is more like trying not to have a panic attack because I have to get up and talk in front of many people..knowing the members there even stresses me more..and it shouldn't.
Anyone felt that way ? Anyone has advices?
