Just curious - why did you choose an all inclusive destination?
does your hubby to be know the extent of your problem?
I guess you can't change it now?
You have a decent amount of time til September - you can have a few months sober time and have a really good recovery plan by then.
there are some tips for social occasions here:
Crying Out Now: Thanksgiving Survival Guide
and this is a great place to start when thinking recovery plans:
https://store.samhsa.gov/shin/conten...0/SMA-3720.pdf
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