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Hobbers Part of me knows (believes?) you are all correct. Part of me- the part I am sure you all are going to go 'yeah- your AV, dude' but I'm not so sure- still doesn't want to say 'I'm an alcoholic'. I have an alcohol illness. Alcoholism is a disease, and diseases can't be cured. I can't be that pessimistic, lol.
Life began getting better for me when I owned up to the fact that I was an alcoholic and that alcohol had to be off the table for me. Forever.
I'm still amazed by how much better everything is now that I'm sober and living in the solution.
HeartsAfire made a good point. It took guts to come back here -- good on ya! You can do this, Hobbers. Make the right choice and you'll never regret it.