I'm a mess
I realize today that my original post was just another form of stress and anxiety. I spent most of the night drinking my problems away. Woke up today with a clouded mind and aches and pain all over. Wondering if I should just stop this mess. Nowadays I drink one day, take a day off, drink again, take a day off.
Ugh I'm tired guys. Physically and mentally. I want to give up and I don't want to give up. I want to drink but I hate it so much. Nothing makes me feel better than the buzz but these damn hangovers get in the way. I just want to sleep for a week