Well this sucks.
For the first time in my life I want to do the right thing. I want to not drink. I want to have a good life and do everything the right way. I want to take my medication the way I'm supposed to and not be abusing it. And it's going well. So I packed my suitcase and bought a cake and a gift and a Father's Day card for my dad. I arrived back at my parents and we had a nice time. My mother thanked me for everything and was glad I came home "because I brighten up the house". My dad even said he was happy I had a nice time in Dublin last weekend.
Now I discover I left my medication at my Grandmothers. I'll be worrying all night now. My dad says I'm being ridiculous. I'm on such a low dose that nothing is going to happen. I only had problems when I was taking too much and coming down off it. He said I'll be fine for one night and I can collect it tomorrow.
I worry way too much.