If I relied on will power I'd be drunk everyday.........
There are those on here I read that indeed somehow, someway find the will power. That's not my story.
Mine is of surrender, seeking help outside SR and being honest with myself.
I was fortunate to get past the point of still liking the high too much. Mainly because of the low, the valley that was inevitable. I had to get to that point for sure....
Have you ever checked out any meetings? Maybe consider or reconsider.
At least consider this - Alcoholics die from alcoholism daily. Sometimes with the help of others we can find a daily reprieve.
I had to be willing to go to any lengths after many attempts..........It's a process to become ready. Some die while getting there unfortunately.
Sober Wolf suggested sticking around. Good idea~~
You are helping others when you post from the heart about your struggles.
Thanks - congratulations on hitting 100 posts......See if you can make it 200 - I'd love to read each one
