I also have had those moments even the stupid thoughts that I now can handle it . I like where I'm at and am not going back. Interestingly, I'm not that the same person. I'm content hanging out with ocean fella and not doing much entertaining anymore. Parties just don't do anything for me anymore or I don't need to round up folks to drink with!
Originally Posted by
Ornithology 
I'm in Ireland for a couple of days and found myself wishing for a beer last night when I saw guests drinking on the hotel patio after dinner. I haven't had those feelings of nostalgia for beer in quite a while. Read lots of newcomer threads on SR last night and this morning and feel fully recalibrated. I'm only here for two days so I didn't pack my running gear. I won't make that mistake again.
Fly home tomorrow and I'm looking forward to a long motorcycle ride, a run, and spending time with my wife and daughter.
I hope the rest of the class is doing well.