Feeling sad just discovered my friend is a full blown addict.. Said my goodbyes.. Not going down that black hole with my friend.. I love myself too much and respect them enough to let it go.. Still it's bittersweet and so sad that nothing comes in between them and their drug... What an awful existence.. I can understand anything in moderation be it shopping, wine, a bump this or that but being consumed by a substance every minute of the day.. That's nuts total nuts