Originally Posted by
2muchpain 
Unfortunately all you people would probably care less about me if you knew me based on how things go at the meetings I go to, but that's ok.
You don't like yourself, it seems. People pick up on that. You say you are making an effort in meeting people, but if you come across as unlikable--and unconsciously maybe you do--it makes it difficult.
Lot's of good advice on this thread. Recovery takes change and action. Here's another aspect of your life you can change if you take action. People are by nature friendly, I believe. If there aren't friendly to you, take a serious, objective look at your behaviors and attitudes.
Here's wishing you luck.