The more I focussed on what was better in my life after I stopped drinking, and being grateful for it, the less conflicted I felt. Some people write these down - for me it is more of a constant chatter of gratitude in the back of my mind. It's been going like this for more than 2 years and my goal is to never take my sobriety for granted. All the best -
x-post, Least - sounds like we've had similar experiences. Congratulations on > 5 years!