Old 06-07-2015, 07:28 AM
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jessie65
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Happy Sober Sunday everybody.

It got a bit challenging for me yesterday, funny how when the craving (mental craving for me) starts , sobriety all of a sudden doesn't seem that important? I was starting to think I was making myself suffer for nothing. Why is that? It's like the AV just takes over. But anyway, probably 3 separate times yesterday I had decided I was going to drink (people drinking around me) and luckily at those moments I wasn't able to just reach for one so I got through it somehow and came back to my senses.

It was a roller coaster ride, not a fun one, but I'm happy to say I made it.
One weekend at a time for me I think. Thanks all for the support, I wasn't even able to get on here yesterday which made it tougher.
Enjoy the day everybody.
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