Welcome Cozmik, I am just getting back into the swing of things again, I will have 20 days in a few hours, but have tried to stop a few times. Earlier today I went back and read my posts from when I first joined, and the times I started posting after going back to drinking again. It was a good reminder for me of where I don't want to be again. Sounds like you are feeling the same.
Looking forward to seeing you on SR! :-)