Still scared
Im happy to say I've been clean off of cocaine for 5 days now.
But marijuana...different story.
I always used marijuana to deal with my anxiety. I was never a fan of prescription anxeity medication but marijuana helped a lot. These days though, I feel like the drug has "zombified" me. I'll take a few hits here and there throughout the day, and I feel like I'm in some kind of trance. And even though I hate it, I still feel the need to do it. Like my world would crumble if I didnt hit it at least once or twice. Today is day one for weed, and I'm out of my mind worried.